After I woke this morning and began to get ready for my day, I found myself looking into my wardrobe. ‘I am just so tired of having this as my space,’ went running through my mind. You see, as my world changed a few years ago, and I was called back into loving service, my wardrobe changed as well. Goodbye large and lofty, hello cramped and cluttered. I had forfeited my larger dwelling for something much smaller. It was time to forgive the wardrobe that housed my clothes.

I finally found the jumper to match my jeans, and as I slipped on my trainers, I was out the door, with dog lead in hand. Still breezy as the sun had not set, I was ‘forgiving within’ my old wardrobe that was not receiving the love and gratitude it deserved. Why was this so? Well, I was still projecting hate and harm upon the cupboard that concealed my costumes.

And so, I walked swiftly, applying the miracle of The Treasure Map to this wooden robe. ‘I forgive the wardrobe. I forgive the size of the wardrobe. I forgive not wanting this wardrobe. I forgive hating the wardrobe. I forgive not wanting to hate the wardrobe. I forgive feeling guilty for hating the wardrobe. I forgive the guilt of being ungrateful. I forgive being guilty of being ungrateful. I forgive being an ungrateful child. I forgive the need to no longer be an ungrateful child. I forgive the need to not be ungrateful. I forgive being ungrateful. I forgive the lack of gratitude. I forgive the saltiness within. I forgive being salty. I forgive the need to no longer be salty. etc.’

At this stage, as I was cleaning out the subconscious mind, a memory surfaced. It was my 13^th birthday. I received a built-in wardrobe as this milestone present. Nothing else. And I was annoyed. I remember being filled with anger. ‘I didn’t even ask for the stupid wardrobe.’ I mustered within. There was no celebration. I was told to do as I pleased, for I was a teenager now. On my own. I remembered the emptiness of that day. Perhaps it was never about the “stupid wardrobe” but rather the feeling of abandonment. I was not wanted in this family, and now my wardrobe revealed this. Well, this is what has been hidden within all these decades. It was time to release the darkness to remember the light. Or perhaps to remove the guilt to find the gratitude.

It was also at this stage that I stopped. 'Salty,' was one term I was unsure of what it meant. But my subconscious knew. I needed to look it up...

A "salty" personality refers to someone who is generally bitter, annoyed, or hostile, often reacting with disproportionate anger or irritation to minor inconveniences. It is a slang term describing a defensive or sharp demeanor, commonly seen in poor sportsmanship, complaining, or cynical, sarcastic behavior.

Now, I did not have poor sportsmanship on the field, as I often would win 'Best & Fairest'. But perhaps this term was fitting for the time. I certainly did struggle to fit into my parents' family. It could be said that I was salty indeed. I did not want to continue such a shadow in time. I needed to forgive my own 'bad reaction' that was tarnished with ungratefulness.

You see, the light of gratitude protects. It interprets the story differently than how the wrong mind does. For example, in this case, if I had of been open to the right mind in this moment it may have revealed, 'There are some children that do not have parents or even a home,' or it may have granted 'How lucky you are to be gifted freedom, some children do not have such a luxury.' It is all how you interpret time. The wrong mind of ego is dark and damaging and the light of the right mind is positive and peaceful. This is why you must learn to change your mind from wrong to right. This is the miracle. This is how you stand upon the rock (security) and not the sand (insecurity).

The past must be truly forgiven to become freed from. And as you can see, receiving a wardrobe for my thirteenth birthday was not the cause of the concern. It was, in fact, the shadow of abandonment that I experienced on this day. I was not valued. I was not recognized. I was told to make it on my own. 'I was still a child.' I now remember thinking this. I was not ready to go on my own. My birthdays sucked... Funny this. Now, they always have. It was time to change this perception.

It is not the wardrobe that I must truly forgive. It is my birthday. This is what is being asked to be cleaned up from within. This is what the right mind is telling me to atone to make new. And in freeing myself from the hate of my birthdays, I will also clean up my wardrobe, as the hidden hate of being unwanted on my birthday is being projected upon my wardrobe. For the wardrobe is the effect (belongs to form) it is not the cause (which is always within). Does this explain the upside-down thinking that is ego-identification?

The cause is inside. And you take the shadows of suffering seen in time to purify them within. It is this that then allows the light of the right mind to extend without.

This is how I have truly healed to make miracles my own.

I cannot wait for you too to comprehend the miracle of The Treasure Map. She is how you truly pray. To stay out of the wrong mind to return to the right. Where the true and positive Thoughts You share with God reside.

Everything in time needs to be cleaned. To withdraw the darkness until the light extends. And for those of you that think that following God relates to "being poor and begging" this is but a belief the wrong mind has made to keep you stuck in suffering. So you do not return Home. Yes, to know God is to uncover the right mind of Perfect Love, where being is true not body.  And the right mind will teach you via revelation, as well as welcome you into the happy dream that precedes spiritual awakening.

The true cause of pain & punishment can be traced within; it is never without. That which you hate and those you've harmed are but part of the shadows the belief in separation from Source has made. They must be withdrawn, truly forgiven to be made new.

If you seek to have a better life, even if you are not after spiritual enlightenment, allow The Treasure Map to truly heal you. For as you dissolve the darkness within you stop seeing it without. You see, when I no longer project this shadow of hate upon my wardrobe I will extend light. This will mean that I will love my wardrobe and what is within it. This is how you truly change your time. 

Have a great day.

Much love, peace, and Truforgiveness,