Truforgiveness · The Story

How a decade in the dark birthed the map that leads out of fear and into Perfect Love — not a body, but a way Home.

I never thought I would be a mother. I never had those deep desires to share my genes and birth a tiny tot to care for — not really. And yet I have birthed something after all. Not a body, but a map: a way Home. What follows is the story of how she came, and why the cause of every problem you face was never out there in the world, but here, within.

A different kind of love

I was once madly, deeply, passionately in love with a man I considered having children with — but it was not to be. My heart was broken. Smashed to pieces. I remember thinking that if this was what heartbreak felt like, then I wanted nothing more to do with it. Little did I know that even this hurt was merely part of the projection of the pain we first felt when we believed in separateness over the truth of Oneness. Being single proved to be a lucky escape. I got to live by my own rules, and I began to fall in love with someone else — myself. But it was so much more than this, for it was not the ego-self of lack that I learned to love. I found the true Self, the One with All, hidden within, and stumbled upon the golden light of Perfect Love by undoing the belief in ego fear.

It is the ego that hurts you, nothing else.

My own dark night

The ego is the symbol, in the illusion of time, that separation from Source is possible. But the journey to awakening to the perfect, peaceful, powerful Self that sits in stillness was not easy. The darkness I met on the path to wholeness was more than I could ever have imagined. My own dark night lasted almost a decade. As I fought my way through illness, a powerful spiritual force guided the journey back Home — and this is where most people make their mistake: they continue to seek outward to heal. Yet the true cause of every problem you face stems from the choice to be separate instead of whole. Of course, it is not true, for separation is the illusion, not the reality — but you must begin to undo ego-identification to know this. Don’t run from the darkness; truly forgive it, to find the treasure it hides.

The gift I was promised

During my hideous ordeal — which saw me spend the first five years of the illness almost completely housebound — I was promised a gift from God. “I will make this up to you,” He vowed one miserable day, when it seemed there was no fight left to sustain me. “There is nothing you could give me that would make up for this suffering,” my mind screamed back. I was not yet aware of the little baby God was helping me birth into the world. Her name is The Treasure Map of Truforgiveness, FAITH, and the ‘I Forgive’ principle. Her energy is feminine, powerful and purposeful — gentle, but more miraculous than you could imagine. She arrived to heal humanity by undoing the wrong mind of ego fear and returning thinking to right-mindedness: peace and love. The Treasure Map is the mind-correction from fear to love. Truforgiveness is when you forgive within, at the cause of every complaint you face: the choice to be separate from Source. FAITH is the process by which you truly forgive. And the ‘I Forgive’ principle is the tool you use to dig through the dirt of guilt and find your treasure. For those familiar with A Course in Miracles, this is the forgiveness the Course points to — the kind that reaches where the choice to be separate has been hidden in the subconscious mind.

The Treasure Map is the path within that leads out.

How the map works

The Truforgiveness Treasure Map™ works through FAITH - Forgiveness, Authenticity, Introspection, Trust and Honesty - and a set of thirty questions that assist to uncover the hidden hate and secret sin buried within, layer by layer. You meet each barrier with the 'I Forgive' principle by following the inner voice. This then becomes your true prayer to God, as you seek to undo the shadows that keep you stuck in the suffering the belief in sin has made. As you learn to change your mind from wrong to right.

It begins with you

It has taken decades to birth The Treasure Map into the world. She completely saved and transformed me — this is the power she shares, and I know she can do the same for you, if you are ready to forgive the darkness within to discover the light it hides. As Joseph Campbell said, the cave you fear to enter holds the treasure you seek. It is time to awaken. Are you ready? But before that happens, you get to walk through the happy dream — the one that is kind, not cruel.

I am madly, deeply, passionately in love with God and The Treasure Map, and as soon as you dive in deep, I am certain you will fall in love with the map to miracles too — perfect, peaceful and powerful.

Much love, peace and Truforgiveness,