For a while now I have been suffering from GERD — a chronic digestive condition where stomach acid repeatedly flows back up into theesophagus, irritating and inflaming its lining. And does this make me feel uncomfortable? It most certainly does.

I have tried changing my diet. Yet there are a few foods I have yet to give up. The anger seems to persist within. It was time to clean up my throat to see what was hidden within.

I started to truly forgive the burning sensation. It was this that led me to clean within the poisons that I have put into my body. And as I continued to follow The Treasure Map via the right FAITH of God, I was forgiving within poisonous people. It was time to let these go. I was seeking great people with good intentions. Not the devil dressed in disguise. Then, BAM. It hit me. I was now forgiving the poisonous pen.

You see, a long time ago - some decades prior - I had someone close to me write a very evil letter about me. They even posted it and did all they could to destroy my life. I knew who it was at the time, but did not have enough self-belief to follow through with my belief. Now, with all these years of cleaning up my psychic abilities, the knowing is clear. I absolutely know the two people who did this. I can laugh within now, but this does not mean the damage has been truly forgiven. It has not. I have not been able to unknot this within completely, which is why it has now reappeared.

So what do I do with such information - that some people I know intentionally set out to destroy me, and very nearly did? I continue to truly forgive it. And with the knowledge within, if I see them again, this time I will be very clear. I knew it was you. Yet there will be no need to seek revenge, for the shadows of guilt will be inside them. At some stage, this will catch them up, and they will be asked to pay a price for the damage they did. This is true spiritual law. I do not seek revenge, or to get even, but the karmic law will. And the price is always higher than the one you asked of another. In my experience, the price I paid was vast, so I cannot imagine how dark theirs will ultimately be.

This is my message to you. All problems are but shadows that the belief in sin and separation from Source has made. You would not think that a lesson attached to the larynx would be associated with a poisonous pen. But it is clear. I did not speak up all those years ago. I concealed my light of knowledge and trusted what another said over the conviction within. Yes, let me say this now. Those who did damage to me with the poisonous pen will be required to pay a karmic debt. And it will be pretty bad, because I was already so broken at the time that it was the final push that saw me mentally fall over a cliff. Where I fell so hard I could not get back up for years. And the damage this did to me, I can tell you now, it comes with a very big debt.

God has been extremely clear with me. After I moved through my own shadows, He revealed: "Do not make any more bad debts for yourself." I knew what He meant. And I do have good intentions, for your thinking has the power to help or hinder another.

You too must learn to withdraw the shadows. For example, after my Dad passed, I spent years truly forgiving the perceived pain I blamed him for. Then, I uncovered it within. All the shade I had thrown his way. I needed to now truly forgive myself for my own mistakes sent his way. Yes, you start by truly forgiving what you see without, until you can truly forgive yourself for some aspect of the belief you are sinful of separating from Source.

All shadows must be atoned for, but when you continue to project - as in the case of the poisonous pen and the loathsome letter - because they purposely sought to hurt and harm, this comes with a greater spiritual debt.

Until you learn the true way to forgive within, you but follow the path of the wrong mind that seeks forgiveness-to-destroy, allowing the shadows to sit and simmer, yet covered with the guise that forgiveness has been granted, when in fact it has not.

It is a process to truly forgive within FAITH. You might be able to truly forgive a name you were called today, but it might take decades to truly forgive yourself for accepting poison into your life - from the food you eat to the thoughts you think, and from the friends you meet to the Botox in your beauty. Until the shadows have been purified, you will be open to attack.

You are so much more powerful than what you believe. And when you send thoughts of judgment and attack, you but send a shadow that hurts and harms. One shadow might seem inconsequential, but when many of these are made, they have the power to destroy someone. As is the true story of the death of Jesus. 

Truly forgive with FAITH to stop the darkness from continuing to deceive in time. And let karmic law take care of the spiritual debt, not you. Yes, when I have truly forgiven my throat, cleaned completely of shadows to reveal the truth of Perfect Love, then I will not experience suffering. This being said, I still have 'forgiving within' to do.

Much love, peace and Truforgiveness,