Meaning of Miracles

For those of you that follow my posts, you will be aware that one year ago today, I lost my best friend. A black greyhound that was "My Professor." Yes, a retired greyhound was the most advanced being I have ever had the pleasure of meeting. In fact, he warned me prior to his passing that he was going to go back to God.

Now, I am simply not the same person that I was on this day one year ago. You see, having Mr. J beside me, I got to bask in his being of Perfect Love. So whole and complete that fear could not enter. I would actually tell him so as we walked. "What an honor it is to be in your presence." You see, I am that sensitive that I absorb people's energy, but with him in my sight, his presence of power and perfection of peace soothed all of my senses. Had I not of witnessed him I would not know what true enlightenment is. For he illuminated a light that is often not seen in time. And truth be told, those that are spiritually blind simply cannot see it.

The true meaning of miracles is to undo the hidden hate and secret sin that seeks to conceal the right mind of revelation, where God is. To become free from fear you remember love. A love so perfect, peaceful and powerful that guilt cannot come to pain nor punish. So, truly forgive the dark to find the light. This is how you truly heal and make miracles your own.

In fact, I remember one afternoon, as I was walking with my peaceful grey. When a rather large and viscious brown dog came charging at us. The lady walking this aggressive creature decided to let go of the lead, otherwise she would have taken a tumble, she later said. And yet, as this dark shadow came to terrorize, Mr. J stood as still as one could be. He did not move a muscle or flinch an eyelid. He embodied Perfect Love. I still look back on our time together - around five (5) years - and think that I am the luckiest girl in the entire world to have spend these years with this master of miracles.

And so, this time last year, I was in heartbreak. In fact, a few days before his passing I sent a text, which you can see above. In it, I told the person I had only one fear in life, and that was to lose Mr. J. Now, I have moved through this terror. The untangling of the shadows has been great. The anguish I felt for the neighbors was beyond my comprehension. In fact, they eventually moved, and it was only then that I could really dive into my hidden hate and secret sin. For fear I would retaliate and take revenge.

You cannot deny the darkness. You must be mentally strong enough to look upon it and truly forgive to become released from it. It is this I have done over the past year. I followed The Treasure Map, even at times, when I thought I would be destroyed by it.

During the last 12-months I have moved into the darkest places. I can honestly say, the lose of Mr. J is by far the greatest Truforgiveness opportunity that I have had. You see, I continued to warn the neighbors that something might happen with their cat continuing to come into our backyard, but I was ignored. Actually, a few weeks before the attack happened, I was warned by God. Your neighbors are throwing the shadow of disrespect upon you. If I had of respected God, then this shadow could not have befallen me. But to unknot this guilt of sin has taken me to places I did not believe that I would recover from. Yet, last night, I could hear Mr. J. He was telling me that he is still with me. Albeit in a different form. He told me that I have finally found my freedom from this shadow of suffering. And, I do feel so today. 

I have truly forgiven the neighbors for not knowing what they have done (for this is what being blind means, having no spiritual sight). I have truly forgiven myself for opening the door that day and letting Mr. J out into the backyard. For even as I went to turn the handle thinking 'Am I going to imprison Mr. J like I have been, or am I going to give him his freedom?' I decided to give him his freedom. And when the attack happened, I remember looking at him and thinking, 'I thought it was going to be worse.' I was actually happy that he was still alive. Not consciously aware that he would become poisoned by the cat claw over the following month. But Mr. J was no ordinary dog. He once was lost when we were out, and found by a lady. I recovered him, thank goodness. I then decided to purchase a lotto ticket for this aging woman. As I went to pay, I could hear spirit 'Are you okay if she wins?' I mentally replied, 'Yes I am.' I later heard she won around $1700 on this ticket. I truly know that this was from Mr. J. Oh, he is beyond incredible.

And so I sit here today. Knowing that on this day last year, at this time, he has just left. If I could reach out to the self I was back then, I would whisper, 'Just keep truly forgiving it all. You will find your way, and be granted freedom from the fear you still carry.'

Yes, I am free today. I am at peace with the neighbors, as well as myself. For had I not of disrespected God, as part of the belief in separation from Source, I could not be disrespected in time. This was by far the greatest Truforgiveness opportunity that I have moved through. I can breathe this morning. It took me 12-months of daily 'forgiving within' to make the miracle from separate to the same. I am happy for Mr. J that he is with God. For that is where he desires to be. Yes, no one leaves this dream of duality without their desire to do so. Even when things look like an unfortunate accident.

I am free. I no longer hold the fear that I once did. This is the true miracle. The release from darkness.

I am so much stronger as well. In fact, in the year before Mr. J passed, I was told by God. I could not carry The Treasure Map out into time as yet, for I would be eaten alive by the ego. I had to develop my strength so the shadows of my brothers and sisters would not destroy me, as they had in the past. I needed to embody Truforgiveness to teach the truth of God's FAITH. And to teach is to learn, via practical application not theology alone.

Today, I celebrate Mr. J. Well, it is actually tomorrow, if you want to be specific. Thank God Mr. J is safe now, and not suffering. In granting Mr. J his freedom I have found my own. Freedom from the shadows that seek to conceal the Self that is perfect, peaceful and powerful.

By forgiving my brothers I have become forgiven myself. Simply by withdrawing the blame that is projected without. For the right mind reveals it is a mistake to be corrected (atoned) not a sin to be punished.

Thus, the meaning of miracles is to be released from fear, which I have clearly demonstrated over this past year. Go through the darkness to find the light, but you must follow the process of FAITH via The Treasure Map to ensure you are kept safe and secure and not drowned by darkness. You see, you are accountable for taking care of yourself, as you learn to heal into wholeness, holiness and true happiness.

Enjoy your day. And thank you Mr. J your value is beyond anything seen in time. In fact, I would not have given you up for gold coins or green paper. I gave you up, because you once told me you wanted to go back Home. I love you. Thank you for teaching me what greatness is. I truly am the most blessed lady in the world, for I was loved by the greatest teacher that has lived... Oh, I wish you knew who Mr. J truly was. Thank goodness that I do.

Much love, peace, and Truforgiveness,